Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Light

There is light in the dawning

Of the new sunrise

There is light in the beaming

Of a doting lover’s eyes

There is light in the burst

Of a baby’s first cries

There is light through the darkness

That misses my eyes

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

not much has happened.
there hasn't been much to say.
the latest distraction took his binkie and went to chicago.
the other one, the one who wants to be 'tortured'... well, i'm supposed to see him this week.
my power company fucked up and turned my power off. some bizzareness. let's just say not what i had planned to come home to after work. it's on now, well, it's functioning, but by the time i got the whole house lit by candles i really didn't want the lights on.
the cute guy who works at the gym doesn't have a name yet. and, making himself all the more difficult to stalk, he didn't drive to work today, so i don't know what kind of car to look for around town.
my parents would "love" to have me live with them, save some money, pay off some debts. thing is, i can't even bring myself to talk to them on the phone. and i know that the day i do talk to them will likely be a deathwish kind of day.
i made $72 today. before taxes.

i'm gonna let the candles burn tonight.

Sunday, September 10, 2006