Re: tast tuesday

toby: has a girlfriend, strong relationship. i'm okay with that. he is a riot though. completely random, totally funny, and so very sharp. he sat with us and chatted for a while. a real sweet guy.

pi: new relationship involving a small domestic disturbance. he came over and hung out with sharon and i for a while, showed up just as everyone i was with left. great timing. his girlfriend threw a fit over him being at tt's, or being there with two girls, or not answering his phone. who knows, but he was visibly upset, and i don't think it was a"fuck, i'm in trouble" upset, but rather a "i hurt her feelings" upset. i get the impression that the boy feels deeply. he has a kind soul. and he's just as pretty as i remember. anyway, he and toby gave a ride home around 2:30. very nice of him. they each did the gentleman'y kiss-on-the-hand thing (which of course leaves my little girl heart swooning for days. now, though, i'm stuck in the phase where i wonder if he's thought of me or what he thought of me. i don't want to be too obvious and ask sharon over and over, so i'm doing my best to sit back and wait. easier said than done. he was suspicious though, as to how i knew sharon, and i didn't want to tell him.

josh: the quentisential nice guy. bouncer at tt's. turns out he has a crush that i was unaware of. sweet guy, i'm just not getting a tingle in my bottom when i think of him.

niki: seems to be doing better. i wonder if i was like this after my attempt. clingy and needy. i'm sure i was, i just don't want to remember it. i had just as few friends at that point, so chances are someone took the brunt of it.

tig: either he age is finally catching up to her, or somehtings wrong. i'm not sure which, but she's been slower lately and not very attentive. i thought for a moment that she might be deaf.

life is getting less dry, but it could be because i'm drinking more.