she is their secret. they come to her with open mouths and eager hands, searching for seduction. and she can cater to them or demand her own desires met. and she does.

with one, she is the romantic older lover, and he is tender. he fancies himself don juan, and she is his willing and submitting prize. he is indefatigable with youth, but easily drowned in alcohol. he plays his guitar for her, and she plays the swooning patron of his arts.

with one she is a loving friend and the safe hands in which he lays himself. with her he is free to detour, to experiment, and to go home more well versed. and with him, she trusts herself to be free, to speak the words she chokes on otherwise. they have a mutual fascination with all things yet untried.

with yet two more, she was virgin territory, a secret the two shared for one night. they'll return in one month's time and she has yet to determine how this will play out. will she entertain herself with both again, or break their bond and see just one?

and now another in the fold. another pair of hands and lips. another seduction, domination, submission, experiment, experience. what she lacks in comparison of years, she makes up for in events.

she is their secret. they come to her.