and now there's the rumor of the lanky blond twenty-something he was with at the 'cruise' just a couple weeks ago... before i found out i was pregnant... before he took me to belgium... before...
so who is she? what is she to him? did he fuck her? did he kiss her?
and LA chick, well she has friends who are friends with my friends, and they talked. they didn't know about eachother's acquintances. she said she would tell LA chick because she "didn't have the heart", and that "no, he's dating MY friend", and "her father would kill him if he found out".
and maybe it's just my hormones starting to fuck with me... maybe it's the praying for spontaneous hemorhagic bleeding... maybe it's not having the $430 to take care of our mistake... or maybe it's still trying to decide if i even want to tell him.
regardless, there always seems to be something.
but the trip to belgium was amazing.
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