Tuesday, August 31, 2004

the boy is too nice. i like him and it's killing me. but i'm handling it well...so far.

went to the show saturday night. he was prompted (round about) to call me by sharon. told me where the show was and said it was cool if i came. ended up hanging out with them afterwards, going to nicks for a couple drinks, then invited him over to watch a movie (5am). he stayed until about 10 that morning. we talked, watched the dreamers, and played around for a bit. i reassured him that i liked him, wanted to get to know him better, but have no expectations. he responded pretty well to this. this of course in no way means that i don't have hopes or wishes about any outcomes.

couple crazy dreams last night. lots of snakes. bit by one really big one. i don't know how it progressed to that point, but i woke up twisting around a lot (guessing i was trying to get away) and may have screamed. then, i looked at the other side of the bed and wondered where pie was. my first thought was that he left because i was snoring, or just wanted to get out of there. then after a minute, i realized he never had been there. probably ties into the lucid dreaming that he and i had been talking about a couple days before. it scares me a bit though that i woke up looking for him.

donna is doing well in her new job.

portia is aclimating, but having a rough time missing her boy.

that's really all i've got.