portia is gone. off to florida. not the same without her here.

the boy hasn't called. maybe there is still a 4 day waiting period. i figure he should be getting hungry about that time and call. wish he would.

i'm handing it all off to the universe and the goddesses that have treated me so lovingly. i know that they will take care of me. i try not to ask for anything that would infringe on anyone else. i want him to find comfort and peace. if i can give that... great. i want to be good to him and for him. if that means being his friend or more...great. i still would love to get to know him better, but i've put my faith in the possibilities of the goddess. she is aware of far more ways than me.

blessed be, so mote it be.