paddling, what i wouldn't give for a nice long day paddling

it's been so long since i've spent a quiet day at home with myself, reading porn, watching porn, eating chocolate and getting off. today was a good day.

i forgot what it was to just concentrate on my pleasure instead of my pain. i can be responsible for my own pleasure, and don't really need pie to do it for me. now granted the guy has a magnificent dick and is fairly good at using it, but he never really finished anything. (himself or me)