my birthday has been wonderful.

egan took pictures of me. told me that i'm beautiful and wants me to see it too. it was really hard to have my picture taken. but i trust her.

people came out to play with me at the bar.

pie showed up eventually, said he didn't know it was my birthday. he ended up coming over after the party broke up. we drank, got high and fell asleep. next day he did a little grind behind me, but nothing to speak of. it was just nice to not have to sleep alone.

josh however, asked if i wanted him to go home with me. honest to god, i told him, "not tonight, i have to walk my dog really early". what the hell? didn't even make sense then when i was drunk.